Running The Race

Right now chilling at Billy's talking about Samuel, his two wives thing...

Today has been interesting I must say.. I went to the library and checked out a Sopranos Soundtrack, a Brian Adams CD, and a Book influencing about Jesus. Pretty sweet stuff.. I also ran into someone that I know that works at a Gas Station.. apparently he is going though some hard times.. Pray for him and his marriage, he has two kids and his wife is just constantly trying to bail on the whole deal after 10 years.

I felt kind of intimidated to talk to him at first, but I broke that.. which doesn't happen to often, usually when I feel that way I just shrug is off and keep walking but finally I just said okay I don't know whats up here but I am going to talk to this guy. Maybe this is God talking to me, maybe all those times I ignored that feeling it was him saying, "Go talk to him, see whats up, you probably can encourage him in some way or another."

Before I went out today I did pray that God would use me in one way or another.. Pretty sure that was it.. Seems like every time I did pray for that God wanted to use me.. but for some reason I just bailed.. I am going to change that up real quick starting today.. today was good.. tomorrow is a new day.. :-)

I talked to my mom last night.. Real deep one on one .. with some assist by Cody.. it really got me thinking about some of the emotions I have been feeling, and how to realistically handle the situation.. I kind of put my emotions in check with my brain..

life is getting better again..

I just don't know what He wants me to do.. just yet..

Jaws is classic movie.. One of my personal favs from the 70's.. Spielberg Classic

Starcraft II pre-order.. Oh man I can't wait till November!