Running The Race

Interesting Events..

My cousin Herb Fiester got in touch with me about a week ago and through a pitch to me on a System Administrator position at the company he works for. ProTrans International is the company. The company is actually located right outside of Indianapolis but its still considered to be in Indianapolis. LaDawn and myself took the 3 hour roadtrip over there this past Monday for the interview, which lasted aprox 2 hours or so.

I met both the System Admins, who both are named Justin.. Really cool guys.. I felt totally comfortable talking to them and I really did well in my interview.. I guess it just depends on who they are looking for.. I am a newbie fresh out of College.. with some personality .. if they are down alright.. I did my best in the interview so we will see how it goes.

I don't have any idea if this is what God wants me to do. I don't feel I am cut out for this line of work but the money is good... I kind of feel like Lenardo Decaperios Character Frank Wheeler from Revolutionary Road.. He is in a bind to pick where he wants to go.. and he picks the money.. which ultimentaly leads to a series of negetive events that I won't discuss on here because I am sure you want to see the movie..
I will see what happens there.. later..

I plan on working on my script soon.. it needs to be getting done so I can have something to work with.. I am still in pre writing stages.. rest assured it will be good though..

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My 22nd birthday was yesterday, it was a good time overall.. I had plans to take my lady out somewhere I wouldn't say just yet.. because it will probably happen sometime.. but ya she had a job interview which was alright.. I didn't have a lot of money to work with anyway.. She had a not so good morning..and I didn't even have a morning considering I woke up at about 12:30..

We visited her mom in hospital.. she had a procedure done.. she seemed okay.. just a little bit nautious.. anyway.. Ihop after that then Bill met up with us and we went to the Irish Pub place connected to Jillians..

Then we went to Texas Roadhouse to meet up with family and friends..
Then we went to Show Me's..

My girl was floating.. and I couldn't help but be a little concerned about her when I got home.. I was thinking unrealistically about things.. it was kinda awful and I don't know what happend.. She yelled out a scipture verse.. it was 1 Peter 3:7 which goes something like this

"You husbands must be careful of your wives, being thoughtful of their needs and honoring them as the weaker sex. Remember that you and your wife are partners in receiving God's blessings, and if you don't treat her as you should, your prayers will not get ready answers"

Well regardless if she meant to yell that scripture out or not.. I read it and felt its power on me.. I felt pretty bad.. she isn't my wife per say.. but I felt as if I was to blame for her getting the way she did.. I didn't handle the whole situation as I should of.. for that I was sorry.. she was passed out.... I got down right there.. and just started praying..

She wasn't exactly herself.. she even said it a number of times that night..


There is usually a positive that comes out of every situation.. this was that I need to be more up to par on whats going on.. with those around me.. I need to be more watchful.. as a Christian..

They are love lights.. love lights.. are the things that really show you love someone.. doing whats best for them.. helping them find out whats best for them.. it could take work.. patience and a lot of time.. but in the end.. Love Lights really show just who you are.. and if you shine the lights.. people will see them.. this is true..

Love Her.
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So I am taking a Vacation from the internet.. not completely but I will be keeping my updates via computer.. and will update them later.. according to the date.. the only reason I will get on the internet.. is to check my status on job prospective via email..

Your Response: Your Crazy Kev-0 you are all about getting online..I know this is going to be tuff..

Well Ya.. thats the point.. My girl got me this book called a call to die.. Apparently from what I read so far its a die hard 40 day devotional.. so I am giving this internet thing up so I can focus more on it.. This is one big factor that distracts me from my God time.. so I am taking it out of the equation for the next 40 days.. I will be on my computer writing.. but like I said.. the internet as far as just email is all I will subject myself too.. everything else will be dropped including my Blogger..

We will see what comes out of this..
I got a strong will so I will make it though this no doubt..
But ya after today no internet..
I might start early..

God Bless..
See you in 40..